The Great Grand Diet Trial Of 2011: Putting It All Together

August 14th, 2012 - filed under: The Food » Food Styles

In 2011 I set about on a journey to regain my health – a series of dietary experiments. You can read the backstory here. Prior to beginning these trials, I had used an elimination diet to clear up a systemic Candida infection. I was also healing my gut/digestion through the intensive application of probiotics via fermented foods and beverages, and it worked, because cultured food is magical!

The End
By late summer, I was ready to take stock of what I’d learned.


The Lessons
What a journey! To recap:

January was all about teaching myself intuitive eating. I learned to stop following experts and start following my own inner wisdom. I now believe that every body is different, and each has its own nuanced needs.

Cutting out refined sugar in February was one of the greatest things I’ve ever done for my health. I use stevia almost exclusively now (NuNaturals liquid stevia is the unparalleled shiz – stevia skeptics, I swear this stuff will change your tune), and occasional agave, maple syrup, or coconut crystals in special desserts. I don’t miss sugar because I know exactly how it makes me feel, and I desire to feel that way oh, I’d say, about 0% of the time.

In March I worked towards mindful eating, which at the time I found incredibly difficult. Over the months I learned how to listen to – and respect – my body and its cues. I also observed that once my blood sugar was stabilized, my appetite became less erratic and I no longer experienced intense cravings.

In April I eliminated all grains, and I learned that grain-free is NOT for me. I do eat less grains than many vegans, but my body really enjoys foods like oats, quinoa, and buckwheat (all higher-protein grains, I don’t think that’s a coincidence). But I did learn that I don’t do well with wheat, and this year I was actually diagnosed with a gluten intolerance. I’ll write more about that another time, but suffice it to say that I’m much happier and healthier when I don’t eat the glutens (but oh, how I miss them so!)

In May I went RAW and I had a blast. In the last few years, I’ve learned that an all-raw diet is not sustainable (nor desirable) for me, and my overall feelings toward the lifestyle have definitely shifted. Perhaps I’ll write about this, too, in the future, but for now I’ll let Gena’s article, do the talking – she pretty much covers all my feelings.

In June I stayed raw, and cut out the added oils. I learned that a low-fat vegan diet is NOT for me, and honestly I probably did myself a lot more harm than good that month. Hind sight is 20/20, I suppose.

In July I did away with late-night eating, and I learned that my breastfeeding body actually really does require that extra, after-hours fuel, thankyouverymuch!

In August I stopped adding salt to my food. Salt is my perhaps greatest vice, and I learned that I just really, really didn’t need as much as I was using. These days I include salt in moderation, and my taste buds are just as happy, because I’ve retrained them.

In September I sorted through all of this information, and took stock of what I’d learned. Autumn gave me the opportunity to put everything into practice. The holidays are a time of travel and of excess, and it was interesting (and inspiring!) to navigate through a holiday season with such a keen understanding of my inner workings. Usually, by the time New Years rolls around, my poor body is confused abused – between the sugar, caffeine, alcohol, refined flours and baked goods, strange sleep patterns and strange social situations, and all the other oddities that winter seems to bring. But this year I knew what to avoid and what might be okay to indulge in. I re-tested a few things that didn’t agree with me, and it was a nice reminder that 1) I was right the first time and 2) I knew exactly which sings meant “stop!”. Thus, I made it through the 2011 holiday season relatively unscathed.

I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention a few other important changes I made along the way. From January through September, I incorporated a number of auxiliary amendments to my health regime, including:

Digestive enzymes, which I took with every meal for a few months at the beginning. I feel like these really helped to get my digestion back on track. I used this brand, and although I no longer take them (and don’t think they should be used long term), I feel like they’re a great little supplement if you ever need a digestive boost.

I also stopped drinking fluids with my meals. Some people believe that drinking with food will dilute your stomach acid and impede proper digestion. I’m not sure if I believe it, but I gave it a shot and it did seem to help. The habit stuck, and for the most part I still don’t drink while I’m eating (I wait about 15 minutes on either side).

Discovering a brand of stevia that I enjoyed (NuNaturals) was seriously life-changing. To be able to add a bit of sweetness to my coffee/tea, my smoothies, my oatmeal, etc, without affecting my blood sugar? REVOLUTIONARY. I heart NuNaturals with big, smiling, sloppy kisses! ♥ ♥ ♥

And finally, I made a more conscious effort to get enough sleep. Not specifically for digestion or blood sugar, but man . . . sleep is so important! When I don’t get enough sleep my emotional health suffers, and when my emotional health is suffering then I tend to make poorer food choices. A = B → B = C → A = Get Enough Sleep!


The End?
Unfortunately, no.

I embarked on The Great Grand Diet Trial in order to address two health issues I was experiencing: digestive discomfort and blood sugar imbalance. And to that end, I was successful. I cleaned up my digestion and figured out how to eat in a way that keeps my guts humming and happy. I was also able to parse out the incredibly complicated puzzle that was my blood sugar. Now I know what will cause a spike, how to avoid a crash, and why my insulin stability is essential for my mental and emotional well-being.

So in its original intention, this trial was a resounding success. And when it was over, I should have been feeling like a pretty peachy-keen jelly bean, right?

But I wasn’t. At all. In fact, in most ways I was feeling worse than ever, and by the time I stopped blogging in February 2012, I was in a very bad way, both emotionally and physically. I was sick, for real sick, and it was impacting every aspect of my life.

But I’m going to save that story for another time. It’s a long one, and complicated. And probably quite controversial. Sorry to by cryptic. And other alliterative words. Here, one last one: cliff hanger!

Seriously though, it’s a major post that I do plan to write as soon as I can. Until then, much love!


(the rest of the series:)
Introduction
January
February
March
April
May
June
July
August

  • steph

    Thanks so much for sharing your experiences, you’ve really inspired me over the past few years. You’re like the cool, vegan, big sister I always wanted. Though, i might be older than you. :)

    Oh, and remember that lady who randomly emailed you a while back in a panic over a nutrition class she was taking? That was me; I was struggling and you were very sweet and I never said thank you for writing me back, even though I was a total weirdo stranger on the internet. Thank you. :)

  • christina

    glad you are back…or on way to being back :)

  • Rachel from The Vegan Mishmash

    I love when you post! I’m glad you’re feeling better and look forward to any other posts you plan on writing. You’re blog was one of the major factors in my becoming vegan as well as leading me to another (Vegetarian Food for Thought podcast!). Thanks for everything you’ve done and plan on doing in the future!

  • jordan

    This post is so fantastic and timely for me! On June 1 I gave up dairy/eggs, meat (not a vegan or veg prior), gluten, sugar (including agave, maple syrup, honey), corn and soy. Holy crap! My life is changed. I have added back corn and soy easily and tried adding back gluten with mixed results. At this point I don’t look back to my former life of meat, dairy and sugar. I feel so much better, more energy and much more in tune with my physical self. I have been reading your Grand Diet Trial posts with rapt interest, especially today’s and am so intrigued and inspired by you. I *cannot* wait to read the next installment and I seriously hope it includes healing and peace for you.

  • xoxo

    Sayward. Since you left (well, you know), I – flailing blinding about the internets for some other vegan connection/inspiration – fell into this weird tumblr subculture, full of super angry punk rock straight edge vegans. And I didn’t realize how negative and full of hate they made me feel, until I saw this update, and remembered why I became a vegan in the first place – I was aiming to be healthier & happier & more connected to life, not this burn the world to ground girl I’m feeling like these days. So super glad for this refreshing update, is my point I think. Thanks.

  • Selina

    It’s been that long already?? Wow…I still miss this blog soo much! Thanks for another post to enjoy! :)

  • Lisa

    So nice to see a new post from you! I’m looking forward to your major post or any “little posts” leading up to then. I’ve really missed your blog!

  • Moira

    Thank you, Sayward, for this post. I am on a VERY similar journey. I, too, find digestive aids greatly help. I’m taking probiotics, although I can’t say they have helped as much as I wish. I now stay away from a lot of gluten, too. I’m doing a few more things.. and overall it definitely is helping with so many aspects of my emotional and physical well being (I’ll stay as cryptic as you!). I so wish I could chat with you over a cup of coffee so we can hash out more about what we’ve learned from our trials and tribulations in the last two years of gut health and its tremendous impact on our bodies. I have some theories, and I’m reading more books… I am so optimistic! Thank you for your inspiration.. it’s great to know I’m not alone.

  • Sonja

    Thanks for this new post! I love reading you again :-) Hope you are much better than at the beginning of this year.

  • Lina

    Wheey, it’s Saywaaard! I’ve REALLY missed reading your blog, but hey, you have to do what you have to do. :) Aaanyway, lots of love from over here and I hope you feel better now/soon/both!

  • Jade @ Memories in the Mud

    I was just thinking about you yesterday and wondering how you were. Sorry to hear that things weren’t well – I hope you are well on the way to recovery now.

  • Gabrielle De Vries

    I really hope you feel better by now. Take care!

  • http://twitter.com/keephealthstyle Laura Agar Wilson

    Lovely to hear from you again, this has just reminded me to constantly check in with myself and my body. I really hope you are ok and feeling better!

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  • Nat Smith

    thank you for this helpful information! i dont think people realize how important over all health (including sleep) really is!!! keep it up :) CANT WAIT FOR MORE POSTS!

  • Kathryn

    Oh it is so nice to see you around again! This series has been really inspirational in the ways in which I approach my diet, and you know what? This vegan LOVES her chocolate and dessert and trying to cut out all sweets (like I tried to do) just isn’t gonna happen, haha.
    I do hope everything has gotten better since the spring, and this beautiful summer has helped you heal. I know it’s certainly helped me :)
    Best wishes, and hope to see you again soon!

  • http://chewonthisvegan.tumblr.com/ Monika {windycityvegan}

    HEY LADY!! I was so excited to see you listed as a speaker in the VVC teaser post! I’m bummed I won’t be there to see you speak, but you’re going to kick ass.

    Glad to read you’re feeling better, and that your gluten intolerance was diagnosed. I know from experience what a night-and-day feeling it is physically, psychologically and emotionally to get a handle on it. And I think Gena’s article hit the nail on the head – for me, at least, it rang very true.

    I hope to see you around here again soon . . . the selfish part of me is hoping that as the conference draws near, you’ll post a little more often?

  • http://twitter.com/AlmostVeganChef Amber Shea

    I love these Diet Trial posts of yours, and this is a great wrap-up. Looking forward to reading your controversial next post…I do hope you’re feeling a bit better now!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Thanks christina!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Aw, thanks Steph! Hope the class turned out all right. =)

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    I love hearing that, and you’re so welcome. It’s truly my pleasure! =D

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    WOW Jordan, that’s amazing! Congrats on all the changes, you must be feeling great. Good luck with everything and enjoy the healthier happier lifestyle!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Oh, that’s so interesting. I’ve been in similar situations, where I let myself become sucked into the more radical edges of the vegan movement (on various web forums and thru podcasts and such) and I always experience the same thing. I mean, whatever floats their boat, but I just can’t get past the anger and the judgement. Not for me. I’m so glad to hear that you realized it was dragging you down. <3

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Time is flyyyying. I miss blogging, too. Someday I’ll be back for good!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    I miss you guys too! <3

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    I hear you Moira, it’s always hard for me to know how detailed to get. I’m not particularly shy about sharing, it’s more that I want to keep my posts a digestible (oh, ha!) length, instead of yammering on and on about every little detail. It’s a tough balance to strike and maybe I’ve erred on the side of brevity too much here. If you have any specific questions, I’m more than happy to answer them!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    MUCH better, thank you Sonja!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Thank you Lina! I do feel much better, and it feels good to be blogging again. =D

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Aw, thanks Jade. Things were rough but I’m much healthier now. Thanks so much for the kind thought!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    I am, thank you!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Hi Laura! Thanks for the well wishes, I am definitely much happier and healthier these days. <3

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Ha! More will be coming! Slowly but surely . . .

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Good for you for understanding your needs, Kathryn. Deprivation is NOT healthy. That’s why these little experiments can be beneficial, I suppose – we really learn what works for us, and what doesn’t. Life without chocolate? NO WAY! =D

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Hey dearie! Yeah, I’m speaking at VVC! Are you not going?? I totally thought you were going to this one. =(

    I do plan to return, though not right away. I’ve got a lot going on in my personal life right now, so sort of waiting for the dust to settle there. I plan to be back to blogging full time in 2013.

    Hope all is well with you! I miss you, and our frequent little back-and-forths. How is Miss Nina??

    Lots of love!

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    I like reading yours too, lady! We seem to be on parallel paths – very different details but similar sort of experiences. I’m happy to say I’m doing MUCH better now, thank goodness. I hope you’re getting there too!

    I loved reading about all your juice cleanses (and of course, was super jealous, haha. As soon as this little guy weans!) Did the combination of them all in a row, lead to any measurable health gains?

  • http://chewonthisvegan.tumblr.com/ Monika {windycityvegan}

    There is still a chance I’ll attend VVC, but I wasn’t selected as a speaker and that was how I was justifying the cost of the trip, and time away from N (she’ll be finishing up her first year of school at that time. ZOMG SHE’S STARTING KINDERGARTEN IN 11 DAYS!!!!). But, you never know, I may figure something out. :-)

    Take your time returning to blogging, of course! I want you well. Even though I miss the back-and-forth with you and the BA community, during your hiatus I’ve found myself a wee bit more productive at work.

    Oh, and Miss Nina is quite well! A whirling dervish of energy that no one can quite keep up with, but in a good way. Her two current obsessions are toe nail polish, and Dr. Who. Luckily, we found a bottle of TARDIS blue polish the other week, which has been the perfect fusion of her favorite things. :D

  • http://www.eattothebeet.com/ Nikki

    Nice post. I like seeing the progression over the year and appreciate your honesty about what worked and what didn’t. It really does ring true that each person has wildly different needs. I just recently started moving more towards an “eating for digestion” type of diet including digestive enzymes, probiotic/fermented foods, and lots of paying close attention to what’s going on inside. So far it’s going well, but it’s only just begun :)

  • http://www.ladiesholiday.com/ Ladies Holiday

    Sayward- I’m sticking with you and look forward to reading the cliffhanger…if intuitions serves, I think you’re in good company, that is to say you’re certainly not alone.
    And thank you for doing the guinea pigging…I’ll have to check out the NuNaturals…I too am parsing out the blood sugar/mood swing puzzle.
    Cheers!

  • eternitysojourner

    Re: drinking with meals- I was taught by an herbalist to drink 30 minutes before or 2 hours after meals. The diluted digestion enzyme theory makes sense to me. I also recently heard that when you drink with meals, you produce less saliva because your body perceives the fluid you’re drinking as adequate lubrication to aid the food down the pipeline. Ever heard this? Make sense to you?

  • PeaSoup

    I just randomly checked your blog to see if there was any recent activity and bam, here’s a little treat waiting for me! So great to read your posts again and pleased to hear you’re feeling better. Looking forward to more in the future and the follow-up to your cliffhanger! Anyway, best to you and your family:)

  • Leslie

    Really a great post! So looking forward to hearing/reading more!!!! We will be in Portland for a few days and would love to see you. Sent you a text to your phone yesterday with the details. Let me know if you are around, I would love to spend more time with you and Waits!!!
    Hugs and love,
    Leslie

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  • http://twitter.com/rachelkyle0402 Rachel Jacobs

    Always excited when there is a new installment…althought the cliff hanger will have me checking back quite often to find out what happened next.
    I wish the best to you Sayward and still miss your blog (I guessing you hear that quite a bit).
    Continue on and I look forward to the next chapter.

  • Moira

    Hi Sayward,

    I messaged you on your FB with a few questions. Although shortly thereafter I put myself on a very specific diet (along with some supplements) that actually is working for me!! I can’t believe it!! I feel like I stepped into my body from two decades ago. I have so much energy, and my GI is happy pretty much all the time. Thank you for your inspiration. Because of you I have stopped my insane life to recognize my health problems and address them face on! I still have some work to go since my diet is pretty strict and eventually I hope to add some foods back into it and really understand what is going on. xoxo

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Moira! Oh man, I just went and found your message on Facebook. I’m so sorry I never responded, my notifications were all messed up for a while and I wasn’t getting messages. Dang!

    But, I’m so glad to hear that you’re doing better these days. It really does just turn your whole life around, doesn’t it? I’m thrilled for you and wish continued health and self-discovery. <3 <3 <3

  • Sarah Poulette

    I am always so happy with any entry you give us–your writing is always great, and I really love and relate to your approach to figuring out your physical and emotional health!
    The other day I walked past a Thai place and remembered your entry on how Waits “ordered” Thai food and couldn’t stop giggling. Isn’t it weird how close the internet can make strangers seem?
    -vegetalion/Sarah P

  • http://bonzaiaphrodite.com/ Sayward Rebhal

    Not weird at all – that’s the BEST part about the internet!

  • Cammila Albertson

    Hey Sayward. I hope it’s not weird, but I friended you on FB. It’s cool if you prefer to keep your friends list short or whatever, I just talk with friends on FB a lot about health and healing and food, and I like how FB is really short-form and limited in audience, so you don’t have to have a big, long, well edited op-ed in place in order to talk about this stuff. Anyway, I’m really impressed with the way you’ve processed everything you’ve learned. It’s so easy to get lost in the forest of health decisions, forget where you came in or why.

  • Kate Anderson

    I always love your posts and hope that you are feeling amazing, and if not, that you are on the road to amazing. Yoga has helped me with that, if that’s something you can get into, beyond the whole food stuff :)

  • Jessica

    I love your writings so much, and I still check back frequently, fingers crossed, to see if you’ve returned to blogging. I’m glad you’re focusing on what’s important to you and your family, but dang, I miss reading your posts! Here’s hoping you feel it right to return to blogging one day (soon!), but also understanding if you don’t. I just wanted to say thank you for the trewasure trove of knowledge you’ve put here.