Bright Red, Light Yellow, True Green, Pure White, Pastel Pink, & Strawberry Blond
I’m not sure if you’ve noticed, but I sort of dye my hair. A lot.
The love affair began when I was 13, and has continued, uninterrupted, ever since. Seriously.
It started off eggplant, a dark auburny aubergine, inspired by the blossoming Grunge movement and, admittedly, My So-Called Life. Hey, what can I say? It was junior high. That show totally rocked.
By high school I was ‘that freaky blue-haired girl’, and I was a dye-hard. I went through a brief phase post-graduation, where I decided that I was an ‘adult’ now, and thus I had to ’start acting like one’ (ha!). I got a job at a posh little boutique, started wearing mainstream clothing, and dyed my hair a normal color. Within 6 weeks I was miserable, alienated, and pretty much an alcoholic. A few months later I quite that job, quit the afternoon cocktails, and shaved my head down to the first guard. That was the only lesson I ever needed in the importance of self-expression.
My aesthetic is a huge part of who I am and it’s played an integral roll in my life. I make no excuses or apologies about that. At university I excelled within a highly competitive field. I was a model academic in every way – except for my appearance. It definitely worked in my favor though, and endeared me to my professors once they realized I could back it all up with intellect. Before my lab flew out to present our work at an international congress in Glasgow, my advisor asked me if I was going to tame down my [then magenta] hair. “Um, . . . no?” I cautiously replied. His answer: “Good.”
So suffice to say, my hair dye is here to stay. But how natural is it? And how healthy is it? I’ve received a lot of email regarding the topic, and so I wanted to address a few of the issues. I’ve got some good news, and some bad news.
Burgundy, Platinum, Cobalt, & Magenta
Is there such thing as a natural hair dye?
Short answer: sort of. There’s henna, but true henna only comes in one color (reddish-orange) and is rather hard to find. Most ‘hennas’ are sold as compound hennas, containing additional dyes, metallic salts, and other [toxic or nontoxic] chemicals. Other plant-based dyes, like indigo (to get blue-black) or woad (to get a dark brown) are available. But again, these are difficult to find in pure form.
If you’re hoping for candy apple red, neon orange, submarine yellow, granny smith green, turquoise blue, grape jelly purple, princess pink, or bright white, you’re simply out of luck. Same goes for bleach/lighteners. Sorry! Any compound product claiming to be ‘all-natural’ or ‘organic’, whether it be alternative or traditional colors, is blowing smoke. Don’t buy into it!
Have you ever used henna?
No – not yet! It’s next on my list though. Henna doesn’t react well with bleach or other dyes, so I have to grow out my roots and then shave my head. I’m looking forward to the experiments with henna. Stay tuned for a full report!
Is there any vegan hair dye?
Unfortunately, it’s pretty grim. Like the vast majority of cosmetics, most hair dyes (and/or their ingredients) are tested on animals. Luckily, the entire line of Manic Panic’s classic cream formula dyes, as well as their flashlightning bleach kits, are 100% animal and cruelty free. Woo-hoo!
How bad is the boxed stuff at the drug store?
Pretty bad. It’s ammonia-based and noxious (you can tell it’s trouble just by the smell). It’s probably not gonna kill you, but it’s certainly nothing you want to apply to your precious self.
What about the stuff my hairdresser uses?
Sorry, but it’s about the same. Ammonia-based and full of noxious chemicals. Plus, most hair dressers don’t know the first thing about real-world coloring (in my experience, and no offense to the good ones out there!). Stay true to the subculture; DO IT YOURSELF.
So, what do *you* use, then?
In my almost 15 years experience I’ve used everything imaginable, from the drugstore box dyes to Kool-Aid (yes the drink), from the revolving ‘trendy’ alt dyes like Fudge, Punky Colors, and Special Effects, to lemon juice + sunshine, from professional salon jobs to backyard experiments with Jello (yes the dessert).
These older-and-wiser days, I stick exclusively to Manic Panic. Most importantly, they’re vegan. But they also provide an excellent range of colors and they super-condition your hair. Plus, they’re the original old school alt dye, and I grew up on the stuff!
Manic Panic is a non-toxic, non-noxious, vegan vegetable-based semi-permanent product. They are NOT all natural, they are NOT organic, and they are NOT saving the world from environmental destruction. No illusions, okay?
I wrote to the company requesting further information, but I never heard back from them. So I decided to do a little sleuthing of my own, and began researching each and every ingredient. My goal was to accumulate an honest, unbiased assessment of the risk associated with use. I’ll be presenting these findings here, coming soon.
So, what’s your real hair color?
Ha! Wouldn’t you like to know!?
No seriously, I don’t actually know. Before my first dye job I was a towhead, like totally white-blond. But that was pre-puberty and I’m certain it’s darkened up since then. But to what, who knows? . . . and maybe we never will . . .

Erin
17 September, 2009
The henna for hair site you linked to actually sells both indigo and henna, among other things. I’ve dyed my hair with only henna for nearly three years now. It used to be butt-cheek long and that was still all I used! It’s great, and you smell like carrots for a few days :)
Amber
17 September, 2009
What’s your take on Pureology?
Heather
18 September, 2009
I’ve been using pure (orange-red)henna since I was 17 (that really makes me feel old admitting that!). And yeah, it’s such a messy, time-consuming, pain in the butt process, but I LOVE it. I don’t even mind all the “sticks and leaves” in my hair that I fail to rinse out sometimes! I’m so fortunate that I can find the pure henna right here in Wisconsin! :)
zerrin
19 September, 2009
I’ve just discovered your blog and I saw this post. I love all those colors of your hair, you look wonderful! I love dying my hair, too, but not with as many colors as you do. Just wanted to say that I add 1/2 tbsp olive oil to the dye mixture whatever the color is. It makes my hair look healthier and brighter.
Cindy
20 September, 2009
Hey Sayward –
Just a bit of info from a fellow color addict. Like you, I haven’t had a natural hair color since my early teens, so I have a fair bit of experience with this!! I’ve been platinum blond to blue-black and most shades of blond, red and brown in between!! I switched to henna over a year ago when my overprocessed platinum hair started to feel bizarrely stretchy and mooshy when I combed it out after a shower, even with good conditioner. Even though my hair color used to change every week or two, I don’t think I’ll ever go back – I love henna that much.
Regarding your comment that henna doesn’t react well with bleach or other hair dyes – that’s largely untrue. Henna has an unfairly earned bad rep in the modern beauty community that’s based largely on b.s. Pure henna is nothing short of magic. Henna that’s been falsely labelled, i.e. has metallic salts and other artificial ingredients will cause problems with bleach or dyes. So, really, it’s not the henna that’s ever been a problem, it’s the other ingredients involved, the ones that shady companies neglect to include on the labels.
As someone who has colored your hair as often as you have, you’ve no doubt noticed 2 things – how repeated bleaching and dying leaves your hair frazzly and damaged, and that damaged hair bleeds out color fast, that you lose loads of color every time you wash your hair. Henna will never cause damage, since it doesn’t penetrate the cuticle, but coats the shaft of the hair strand instead. It will actually fill in small gaps in the hair cuticle, leaving it feeling stronger, smoother, and far shinier.
The other cool thing is that, since it stains the hair, bonding completely with it, you don’t have to worry about it leaching out and coloring your fingernails or your towels every wash. My hair was so damaged, colored and bleached, that dye would bleed out, fading to some very weird colors, and not weird in a good way.
The first time I used henna was at the recommendation of one of my ‘green girlfriends’, totally against my hairdresser’s advice, directly on top of super bleached, almost white hair. I couldn’t believe how shiny, smooth and healthy my hair looked, how ‘natural redhead’ the color turned out, and how well it lasted, not fading at all. For something that started as a desperation move, as the last step before shaving my head, it’s lasted a long time, and I really couldn’t be happier!
As long as you think you can handle having the same color for a long time, henna is the best, healthiest way to go!! And, if you really want color variety, you can always play with indigo and henna blends. You have options from Lush’s Les Cacas to pure powdered henna from a health food store. You seem to be very creative as well as a scientist, so I’m SURE you’ll have a ton of fun!!
P.S. I love the cobalt hair. You have the skin tone and the facial features to carry it off and look stunning in it!!
Allison
21 September, 2009
You, are pretty much a freak( :
like me when it comes to coloring your hair, but what about hena strippperr?
JackP
21 September, 2009
I’ve currently got cling film all over my head trying out some black/indigo henna so We’ll see how it turns, I’m not hopefull so thanks for the vegan dye link :)
Kelly
25 September, 2009
You mentioned “My So Called Life!” Awesome! I used to love that show!
You, my dear, are beautiful and could be a model. Seriously. Your medley of colors is so fun!
Kelly
26 September, 2009
Jordan Catalano… *swoons*
Now, I have to track down that box set for rent at least! :o)
theWickedOne
12 October, 2009
Hi Sayward, can you list the names of the colors/products you used in the photos above (if you remember them)? The colors look awesome! I especially like the green ;)
theWickedOne
13 October, 2009
Great! Thanks :D I’m a mix of Pravana Violet and Raw True Blue at the moment. I’m definitely going to get the Apple Green soon.
theWickedOne
18 October, 2009
What is your method to get color out of your hair? Say you have blue hair and want to dye it red…Do you bleach or strip it? Or do you just wait for it to grow out? I’ve just been dyeing over previous colors, but they don’t have the shocking brightness that freshly bleached hair gives to dye. (luv your blog btw)
Amanda
6 November, 2009
At least you avoid having the greys come in ;) I was doing the Manic Panic thing from about 12-13-y-o too, until I got all “old” (ie. early 20s) and thought I had to be professional. Additionally, my chosen career path is one that emphasizes being natural; I haven’t found a middle ground anywhere (despite desperately wanting to dye my hair crazy bright colours again! I swear, it must be in the blood or genes or something!) Anyway, I discovered my first several grey hairs in the last year and it’s just more motive to dye my hair again :P
Do you think people would go see a nutritionist with blue hair? ;) I suppose you have a holistic attitude toward life, and I would suggest that dyeing your hair hasn’t hampered your progress/success in life. Can you ever foresee a time when you’ll stop?
Katta
15 February, 2010
Hi, Sayward. I don’t know if you are still replying to this blog but I came upon this for a google shirt for white toners.I’m an amature hair dresser and though I’ve been dying my hair crazy colors since I was very young there are certain products/colors I’ve never tried. My best friend is wishing to have white strips in her already almost naturally black hair. We’ve bleached it before and it has always come out well at a very yellowy blond. She’s bought a white toner from Special Effects and I wanted to know your personal take on Special Effects products.
I’ve heard the best about Manic Panic’s toners but I wondered if you knew if others would still get you that same beautiful white without the grey brassiness.
Katta
16 February, 2010
Thank you so much for you’re information Sayward. I’ve been worried both to disappoint my friend as well as destroying her hair. I’m sure you know how important a woman’s hair is…at least mine is rather important to me.
I will sure let you know how it goes and I’m going to take your advice and bleach it out slowly over a period of months.I’ve read stories and had friends that bleached their hair four and five times in one day and come to me begging me to fix the mooshiness and or dry breakage and more often then not the only way to fix it is by cutting it off.
Oh one question, did you ever get around to dying your hair with henna? I’m currently pregnant and I need to dye my hair fix some very serrious showing roots from how fast my hair is growing. I wanted to use the most natural product I could find(real henna) because I’ve heard some very bad things about chemical dyes and pregnancy, plus my skin is already dry enouh.
Katta
17 February, 2010
Thank you so much I look forward to reading about it.






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